I’m gonna sound so dumb saying this but my best friend triggers me so much. She’s extremely underweight and when she talks about health and avoiding junky foods it is so triggering to me because I’m bigger than her so in my mind I must be a whale if she’s focusing on stuff like that. & I know she shouldn’t trigger me but ugh that’s the life of me recovering from an ed I guess.
"I think I made you feel too much and forced you to think about things that made you scared. I think I opened you up and you were afraid I’d steal everything inside of you so you shut me out. I think you started asking questions you had never wondered before me, and I think you started looking deeper into things and it started to eat you alive. You lost your ignorance when you found me and you weren’t ready to face the real world yet. So you tried your best to find it in her and cut off your ties to me. I hope you’re having fun helping her pick out lip gloss flavors while I sit here wondering how many people are walking by me as broken as the sidewalk cracks" - Bliss (via missinyouiskillingme
"Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again." - R.R. (via missinyouiskillingme
"It’s strange. I felt less lonely when I didn’t know you." - The Flies (Jean Paul Sartre)
"You never know how sick you are until you try to recover." - (via 4259147